WRITINGS
The writing you will find here is often about nothing at all, but everything that matters to me. It is about having too much: 5 kids, 3 cars, one over-active husband and one lazy dog. I nod along with the old ladies observing me in Target with 5 kids in tow. “You’ve got your hands full!” they love to say, and I agree, since I know they mean it in the best way. I like, especially, when they ask if they are all mine, as though for fun, I pick up my friend’s kids on a Saturday morning for a sweaty, maniacal jaunt to Target.
In another sense, I write about not having enough: time, energy, money, faith. I feel as though I could be a lot more spiritual if I was not interrupted every 5 minutes by people who have lost their reading log, or are just wondering how whales sleep, or would like to know for the 15th time when dinner will be ready. (Spoiler: it is at the same time every day.) I’m trying to find God in this tension of abundance and lack; trying to find Him in the chaos and noise and demands. If the little I know about Him is true, He is out there finding me too, snagging my attention with neon sunsets and perfectly risen loaves of bread. I’m beginning to see how He can be found, not only outside of, or before, but within the messy, the mundane and the ordinary.
Along with essays here, I’ve written for (in) courage Magazine, Homefront Magazine and the Redbud Post. I am a proud member of the Redbud Writers Guild, a group of diverse writers seeking to influence faith and culture by expanding the feminine, theological voice. I am currently writing my first book about implementing the spiritual disciplines in the modern family setting. If you like what you read here, I think you’ll like that too.
If God Were Siri
January 12, 2018
I called my friend last week and after 3 rings she answered breathless, “Everything OK??” We see each other several times a week, sometimes text [Read More]
We Esteemed Him Not
December 16, 2016
Advent, my favorite time of year. I always get the tingles when the choir sings that first stanza from “Come Thou Long Expected Jesus” Born [Read More]
The Heavy
November 6, 2014
Lets play a game. Its called ‘How did you wake up this morning?’ It’s super fun. I’ll go first. I woke up this morning to [Read More]
At Water’s Edge
August 4, 2014
This week we went on vacation. Anyone who has young children can tell you that vacation with kids is not really a vacation at all- [Read More]
A Letter To My Sons On Mother’s Day
May 9, 2014
I’m writing this letter to you and not the girls because they’re too young to feel the tides shifting. I feel the shift within me [Read More]
A sin by any other name
April 9, 2014
I have intentionally not blogged during my pregnancy. This is because my predominant pregnancy symptom is rage, every pregnancy, every time. I once took a [Read More]
Grief and Promises
February 2, 2014
15 years ago today was the day the last cancer cell was sliced from my body. On every February 2nd I go to the beach [Read More]
The Nature of Sin
December 21, 2013
When I was 9 years old I broke a glass thermometer. My then 15-year old sister and I were home alone and neither of us [Read More]
The Comparison Trap
November 7, 2013
Yesterday, Ann Voskamp wrote an excellent blog post about the dangers of comparison. I had so many friends link it on their Facebook page that [Read More]
What I want you to know
October 22, 2013
I sat in church yesterday morning, my body in the pew but my thoughts with you. Dan spoke on the omnipotence of God: God’s unlimited, [Read More]